Money and College

Lately I feel as if my life has revolved around college, and I'm not even in college! During my free time I am always pushed to write that college essay for that last college application, when I know it won't be the last. Or I check every schools' application status. Or I explore each college's site for extra scholarships. Or even look for days to visit. It never ends... Now that I have finished all my applications, I am waiting for responses. But in the mean time, I am looking to apply for scholarships and honors progams. And for many, a specific essay is required. So there I go, writing essays again. And once that is done, housing and financial aid begins. Again, it never ends...

So far, I have heard from half of my schools and narrowing down where I want to go has been very stressful. Money has become a large factor in my college choice and I find it very sad that students are unable to go to dream colleges because of money restrictions. I have applied to schools that I know will get into and recieve money, but what about that $40,000 prestigious school I have always dreamed about? What about dorming? And what about that great out-of-state school? I feel as if I have been limited with my college search, but there is nothing I can do. Almost all of the universities I have applied to are in-state, due to money. Most are private, putting more stress on me and my family. Both of my parents, my brother, and I all have jobs. We try to work as much as we can to help each other.

I hope to recieve as much money possible, in order for me to easily choose which university will fit me best. I will stay focused and determined in school, as well as at work. I wish college was free...